this sucks

I just broke this boys heart. I was forcing feelings that weren’t there and that didn’t come naturally. He is very handsome and is in perfect shape but I don’t know why I can’t feel what he feels towards me. To the point where I feel bad about it. Like for example, when he would call, I wouldn’t get excited or anything and I wouldn’t care to reply really late to him. It’s a shame because for once, I met a boy who fell in love with me and who is so nice and respectful. It is overwhelming for me though, I never told him i loved him back and he told me within the first week like holy fuck. Do you blame me? It’s only been 3 weeks since we started dating and I became his girlfriend so quickly. If I truly am interested in someone, I would like to go out with that person for more than 3 weeks before being officially girlfriend and boyfriend. I am just so confused because I just dumped someone and I had never done that before. He says that he’s going to wait for me and that I hopefully change my mind. Fuck he’s too nice. I told him I just wasn’t emotionally ready for a committed relationship. I hope I’m not fucking something up for my future romantically.


enough about sex positions has anyone discovered a reading position which doesn’t get uncomfortable after 5 minutes